Mom,
Words can't express how much I love you and I miss you. I am broken but happy knowing that you are not hurting anymore. I am sorry i wasn't there holding your hand as you slipped away and I know you wouldn't have wanted us to watch you go.
I will cherish our memories savour our talks and remember the good times. I wish I could hear you one more time and see you. I will watch for dad and make sure he eats and Bella will be happy.
The kids will miss sleep overs but are planning them with papa when he is ready to help keep memory alive. We love you and miss you
Now you are with Grandpa and my dad and Aunt Audrey.
xoxoxoxoxo always